Hey everyone. So I know I havn't posted in a really long time and I do apologize for that. But that all stops right now.
First of all, I just want to say thanks to all those out there following my blog, and to all those out there that have helped me along this journey I call life. You all know who you are, theres too many to list :P
Anyway, I've told a few of you about the new part of the journey I'm going to be embarking on...and that is moving. I decided this a while back, and since then have been going over everything in my head to make sure this is the right thing to do and the right choice to make.
North Carolina.
I know many of you might think I'm going over there because it seems like everyone's moving out there, but I'M going out there to start over. To have a new life and start a career. Kim is moving out there in a few days and I'm happy for her. She wants to make her dream come true and that is to make her screenplay a reality and had asked me to be part of it.
I'm going out there for that as well. I really can't be much help out here for her movie if she's over there while I'm here in cali.
It may seem sudden, or even abrupt, but I know what I want to do. My parents are behind me which I wasn't sure of at first. They tend to somewhat take a step back when they hear that their youngest child wants to move and start over lol. But I know it has to be done. It's the right thing to do and I'm going to do it.
I've never been sure of anything in my life, except this.
In my life so far, I've always held back or played the waiting game because it was convenient for others, but I'm tired of doing that. I don't want to hold back anymore.
I always put others first, whether it was in school, work, my basketball team, or my family and friends. They would always go first and I'd fall behind. But you know what, that was ok, because as long as they were all happy, so was I. But a few months ago, a friend of mine told me that I needed to do something for me and make myself happy on my own. And I truly thought about it and starting over wasthe answer.
To use a famous quote..."It's my life, and I'm taking a stand."
October is when I go, so wish me luck and be part of this journey with me. Thanks to those whom already are. I will indeed be posting more often now.
- Amber
Thursday, May 14, 2009
Where you lead...I will follow
Alright, decided to jump on the bandwagon....and because Kim did it, I'm doing it as well lol.
100 Random Things About Me
1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT? no scars :)
2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM? in my superman room? yup, its batman stuff...
as for my other room, maroon 5 poster, smallville, oc, supernatural, and twilight poster
3. DO YOU SNORE, GRIND YOUR TEETH, OR TALK IN YOUR SLEEP? I've been told that I talk in my sleep...what was it again, "you said, I love you lucas"...oh wait, that wasn't me, that was peyton. (friends and parentals say im like p.sawyer)
4. WHAT TYPE OF MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO? everything. literally
5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN? yuppers...2:10 pm
6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW? for smallville to come back already so I can find out where Lois went :)
7. WHAT DO YOU MISS? friends...and not the tv show, although I do love it
8. HAVE YOU EVER THOUGHT ABOUT GETTING YOUR NOSE PIERCED? that would be a negative
9. HOW TALL ARE YOU? 5'6" (kim...you better not comment about that)
10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC? nope
11. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK? i don't get scared, but I DO leave the TV on while going to bed...idk, just easier to fall asleep
12. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY? my mom
13. WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR? that no matter how many people I have or love in my life...ill end up alone
14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX? dark hair and green eyes.
15. WHAT DOES YOUR HAIR LOOK LIKE RIGHT NOW? curly ponytail
16. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINK? um water?
17. FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING? chicken & mushroom
18. IF YOU COULD EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE? ice cream
19. FAVORITE COLOR OF ALL TIME? green
20. HAVE YOU EVER EATEN A GOLDFISH? the colorful ones are wonderful...not the real ones lol
21. HAVE YOU EVER SEEN YOUR BEST FRIEND NAKED? only one lol since we played on the same basketball team together, and if you count gym. but overall yes
22. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH?? no comment
23. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED? Nope
24. FAVORITE CLOTHING BRAND? anchor blue
25. WAS MIDDLE SCHOOL A BAD EXPERIENCE FOR YOU? nope, because that's when I started playing basketball on a real team
26. DO YOU HAVE A PET RIGHT NOW? havn't had a pet since I was about 4
27. WHAT KIND IS IT? oh yeah, I have a bulldog, even though I already said I didn't have any pets. ;)
28. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING? have to agree with Kims "yes, and I have before"
30. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED: "a number from one to a hundred" - I said that but you just couldn't hear
31. HAS ANYONE EVER BROKEN A PROMISE THEY MADE TO YOU? On more than one occasion
32. WHO IS YOUR LAST TEXT MESSAGE FROM? Kim
33. FAVORITE PLACE? the beach
34. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF THE USA? nope
35. WHAT IS THE STUPIDEST THING YOU HAVE EVER DONE WITH YOUR CELL PHONE? nothing memorable
36. WHO HAS THE SAME BIRTHDAY AS YOU? a friend
37. FIRST JOB? customer service rep at The UPS Store
38. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL? No - no worries, Kim and the rest of my friends won't take me seriously, and neither will you :)
39. DO YOU THINK EVERYONE OUT THERE HAS A SOULMATE? I do
40. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED THIS OUT? talking about personality similarities with a friend and listening to BG (bryan greenberg)
41. HAVE YOU EVER HAD SURGERY? negative
42. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST? my hair or my eyes
43. HAVE YOU EVER HAD BRACES? for a year and a half a dozen donuts
44. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY? hmmm I won't be here for my birthday....depends on what Kim or anyone in W, NC want to get me lol
45. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT AND THEIR NAMES? 1 girl named Olivia and 1 boy named Ray (after my grandfather, dad, brother, and nephew...along with my middle name)
46. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE? read 45
47. WHAT IS THE BIGGEST TURN OFF OF THE OPPOSITE SEX? Egos
48. WHAT IS ONE THING YOU LIKED ABOUT HIGH SCHOOL? Spending time with my friends and playing basketball with no care in the world
49. WHAT KIND OF SHAMPOO DO YOU USE? John Frieda - eucalyptus (green bottle)
50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING? affirmative
51. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH? ice cream
52. ANY BAD HABITS? many
53. ARE YOU A JEALOUS PERSOn? nope
54. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU? I'd be sold at "superman room"
55. DO YOU AGREE WITH FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS? Personally, it doesn't matter to me since I don't take part in FWB.
56. DO LOOKS MATTER? nope
57. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER? (this is a shout out to Becca) got to GOOGLE, and in the SEARCH part, type in Ben Mckenzie -> Ryan Atwood -> The OC :)
58. WHO WAS YOUR FIRST BEST FRIEND? Samantha Bowles
59. DO YOU LIKE BRITNEY SPEARS? Anyone who can turn their life around so fast that it seemed like it never went downhill is ok by me
60. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD? Power Ranger toys
61. HOW MANY NUMBERS ARE IN YOUR CELL PHONE? according to the phone guy at best buy...301
62.WERE YOU A FAN OF BARNEY AS A LITTLE KID? Yup. My bro and dad would tape them for me
63. Do you use sarcasm? see questions 2, 3, 27, 30....eh I'm sure you remember
64. MASHED POTATOES OR MACARONI AND CHEESE? Mashed Potatoes
65. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY/GIRL? Personality and compassion
66. WHO HAS THE SAME PHONE AS YOU? this one guy that was next to me in line at best buy lol
67. FAVORITE SUPER POWER? power to heal people (chloe on smallville has it)
68. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE TV SHOW? that's not even a question
69. WHAT'S THE BEST WAY TO DEAL WITH YOUR ENEMIES? don't really have any,except for on the basketball court
70. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR? pistachio...wait no, chocolate malted crunch
71. DO YOU HAVE ALL YOUR FINGERS AND TOES? yupyup
72. DO YOU HAVE A COMPUTER IN YOUR ROOM? when im not lazy and decide to get up off the couch lol
73. PLANS FOR TONIGHT? probably hang out with mike...or ashley...or jordan. who knows...its too early to tell
74. WHERE DO YOU WANT TO LIVE WHEN YOU ARE OLDER? no idea
75. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTION? if they're up for it
76. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO? needtobreathe's "nothing left to lose"
77. LAST THING YOU DRANK? strawberry lemonade from wienerschnitzel...and the only reason the name is spelled correctly is bc i have a cup from there right in front of me lol
78. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE? my sister Jackie
79. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX? physique, then eyes, then smile
80. WHAT DO YOU LIKE TO DO IN YOUR SPARE TIME? edit videos, watch tv, listen to music, fill out these random survey thingys
81. FAVORITE THING TO HATE? haters
82. FAVORITE SEASON OF THE YEAR: winter
83. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE TYPE OF CANDY? boston baked beans
84. HAVE YOU EVER REALLY AND TRULY HAD A BEST FRIEND? Had one during middle school to sophomore year, on in my first 2 years of HS, then 4 others my last two years of HS.
85. WHAT IS YOUR HAIR COLOR? dirty blonde
86. EYE COLOR? birth certificate says blue, but they don't change back to that color anymore. they are green, and change to grey
87. SHOE SIZE? 7 and a half
88. FAVORITE FAST FOOD PLACE? carl's jr. jr. - and no that wasn't a typo...there is a carl's jr. jr. in hollywood off of sunset blvd lol
89. FAVORITE RESTAURANT? Red Robin
90. DO YOU LIKE SUSHI? nope
91. WHO WERE YOUR GOOD FRIENDS IN HIGH SCHOOL? Sam, Cameron, Jasper (still is), Ediyana (still is), Jordan (still is), Ashley (still is), mike (still is), matt, sana, sandy, kyle, edwin, melody
92. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR? Christmas
93. PLAY ANY MUSICAL INSTRUMENTS? Drums
94. REPUBLICAN OR DEMOCRAT? boxers or briefs? *rasies eyebrow*
95. KISSES OR HUGS? Hugs not drugs
96. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS? Relationships
97. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU BOUGHT? power cord for my laptop that didn't even work :(
98. WOULD YOU EVER BE A STAY-AT-HOME-MOM? I could say yes now, and that might change later
99. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING? about to read "Just Listen"
100. DESCRIBE YOUR LOVE LIFE. or lack there of
100 Random Things About Me
1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT? no scars :)
2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM? in my superman room? yup, its batman stuff...
as for my other room, maroon 5 poster, smallville, oc, supernatural, and twilight poster
3. DO YOU SNORE, GRIND YOUR TEETH, OR TALK IN YOUR SLEEP? I've been told that I talk in my sleep...what was it again, "you said, I love you lucas"...oh wait, that wasn't me, that was peyton. (friends and parentals say im like p.sawyer)
4. WHAT TYPE OF MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO? everything. literally
5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN? yuppers...2:10 pm
6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW? for smallville to come back already so I can find out where Lois went :)
7. WHAT DO YOU MISS? friends...and not the tv show, although I do love it
8. HAVE YOU EVER THOUGHT ABOUT GETTING YOUR NOSE PIERCED? that would be a negative
9. HOW TALL ARE YOU? 5'6" (kim...you better not comment about that)
10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC? nope
11. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK? i don't get scared, but I DO leave the TV on while going to bed...idk, just easier to fall asleep
12. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY? my mom
13. WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR? that no matter how many people I have or love in my life...ill end up alone
14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX? dark hair and green eyes.
15. WHAT DOES YOUR HAIR LOOK LIKE RIGHT NOW? curly ponytail
16. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINK? um water?
17. FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING? chicken & mushroom
18. IF YOU COULD EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE? ice cream
19. FAVORITE COLOR OF ALL TIME? green
20. HAVE YOU EVER EATEN A GOLDFISH? the colorful ones are wonderful...not the real ones lol
21. HAVE YOU EVER SEEN YOUR BEST FRIEND NAKED? only one lol since we played on the same basketball team together, and if you count gym. but overall yes
22. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH?? no comment
23. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED? Nope
24. FAVORITE CLOTHING BRAND? anchor blue
25. WAS MIDDLE SCHOOL A BAD EXPERIENCE FOR YOU? nope, because that's when I started playing basketball on a real team
26. DO YOU HAVE A PET RIGHT NOW? havn't had a pet since I was about 4
27. WHAT KIND IS IT? oh yeah, I have a bulldog, even though I already said I didn't have any pets. ;)
28. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING? have to agree with Kims "yes, and I have before"
30. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED: "a number from one to a hundred" - I said that but you just couldn't hear
31. HAS ANYONE EVER BROKEN A PROMISE THEY MADE TO YOU? On more than one occasion
32. WHO IS YOUR LAST TEXT MESSAGE FROM? Kim
33. FAVORITE PLACE? the beach
34. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF THE USA? nope
35. WHAT IS THE STUPIDEST THING YOU HAVE EVER DONE WITH YOUR CELL PHONE? nothing memorable
36. WHO HAS THE SAME BIRTHDAY AS YOU? a friend
37. FIRST JOB? customer service rep at The UPS Store
38. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL? No - no worries, Kim and the rest of my friends won't take me seriously, and neither will you :)
39. DO YOU THINK EVERYONE OUT THERE HAS A SOULMATE? I do
40. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED THIS OUT? talking about personality similarities with a friend and listening to BG (bryan greenberg)
41. HAVE YOU EVER HAD SURGERY? negative
42. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST? my hair or my eyes
43. HAVE YOU EVER HAD BRACES? for a year and a half a dozen donuts
44. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY? hmmm I won't be here for my birthday....depends on what Kim or anyone in W, NC want to get me lol
45. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT AND THEIR NAMES? 1 girl named Olivia and 1 boy named Ray (after my grandfather, dad, brother, and nephew...along with my middle name)
46. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE? read 45
47. WHAT IS THE BIGGEST TURN OFF OF THE OPPOSITE SEX? Egos
48. WHAT IS ONE THING YOU LIKED ABOUT HIGH SCHOOL? Spending time with my friends and playing basketball with no care in the world
49. WHAT KIND OF SHAMPOO DO YOU USE? John Frieda - eucalyptus (green bottle)
50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING? affirmative
51. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH? ice cream
52. ANY BAD HABITS? many
53. ARE YOU A JEALOUS PERSOn? nope
54. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU? I'd be sold at "superman room"
55. DO YOU AGREE WITH FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS? Personally, it doesn't matter to me since I don't take part in FWB.
56. DO LOOKS MATTER? nope
57. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER? (this is a shout out to Becca) got to GOOGLE, and in the SEARCH part, type in Ben Mckenzie -> Ryan Atwood -> The OC :)
58. WHO WAS YOUR FIRST BEST FRIEND? Samantha Bowles
59. DO YOU LIKE BRITNEY SPEARS? Anyone who can turn their life around so fast that it seemed like it never went downhill is ok by me
60. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD? Power Ranger toys
61. HOW MANY NUMBERS ARE IN YOUR CELL PHONE? according to the phone guy at best buy...301
62.WERE YOU A FAN OF BARNEY AS A LITTLE KID? Yup. My bro and dad would tape them for me
63. Do you use sarcasm? see questions 2, 3, 27, 30....eh I'm sure you remember
64. MASHED POTATOES OR MACARONI AND CHEESE? Mashed Potatoes
65. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY/GIRL? Personality and compassion
66. WHO HAS THE SAME PHONE AS YOU? this one guy that was next to me in line at best buy lol
67. FAVORITE SUPER POWER? power to heal people (chloe on smallville has it)
68. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE TV SHOW? that's not even a question
69. WHAT'S THE BEST WAY TO DEAL WITH YOUR ENEMIES? don't really have any,except for on the basketball court
70. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR? pistachio...wait no, chocolate malted crunch
71. DO YOU HAVE ALL YOUR FINGERS AND TOES? yupyup
72. DO YOU HAVE A COMPUTER IN YOUR ROOM? when im not lazy and decide to get up off the couch lol
73. PLANS FOR TONIGHT? probably hang out with mike...or ashley...or jordan. who knows...its too early to tell
74. WHERE DO YOU WANT TO LIVE WHEN YOU ARE OLDER? no idea
75. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTION? if they're up for it
76. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO? needtobreathe's "nothing left to lose"
77. LAST THING YOU DRANK? strawberry lemonade from wienerschnitzel...and the only reason the name is spelled correctly is bc i have a cup from there right in front of me lol
78. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE? my sister Jackie
79. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX? physique, then eyes, then smile
80. WHAT DO YOU LIKE TO DO IN YOUR SPARE TIME? edit videos, watch tv, listen to music, fill out these random survey thingys
81. FAVORITE THING TO HATE? haters
82. FAVORITE SEASON OF THE YEAR: winter
83. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE TYPE OF CANDY? boston baked beans
84. HAVE YOU EVER REALLY AND TRULY HAD A BEST FRIEND? Had one during middle school to sophomore year, on in my first 2 years of HS, then 4 others my last two years of HS.
85. WHAT IS YOUR HAIR COLOR? dirty blonde
86. EYE COLOR? birth certificate says blue, but they don't change back to that color anymore. they are green, and change to grey
87. SHOE SIZE? 7 and a half
88. FAVORITE FAST FOOD PLACE? carl's jr. jr. - and no that wasn't a typo...there is a carl's jr. jr. in hollywood off of sunset blvd lol
89. FAVORITE RESTAURANT? Red Robin
90. DO YOU LIKE SUSHI? nope
91. WHO WERE YOUR GOOD FRIENDS IN HIGH SCHOOL? Sam, Cameron, Jasper (still is), Ediyana (still is), Jordan (still is), Ashley (still is), mike (still is), matt, sana, sandy, kyle, edwin, melody
92. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR? Christmas
93. PLAY ANY MUSICAL INSTRUMENTS? Drums
94. REPUBLICAN OR DEMOCRAT? boxers or briefs? *rasies eyebrow*
95. KISSES OR HUGS? Hugs not drugs
96. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS? Relationships
97. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU BOUGHT? power cord for my laptop that didn't even work :(
98. WOULD YOU EVER BE A STAY-AT-HOME-MOM? I could say yes now, and that might change later
99. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING? about to read "Just Listen"
100. DESCRIBE YOUR LOVE LIFE. or lack there of
Monday, April 27, 2009
never say never...
Hey y'all...so this is the video that I made for a project in class AND for fan forum's 100th brooke & peyton friendship thread. I had a lot of fun doing this, and the best part about it, was that this was a collaboration video with Mari (otherwise known as Mary1209 from the Pedestrian contest) I hope you all like this and please continue to vote for the contest
http://www.acepolls.com/polls/883855-which-vidder-should-win-the-contest
Never Say Never
http://www.acepolls.com/polls/883855-which-vidder-should-win-the-contest
Never Say Never
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
3 videos - 2 promises - 1 tree hill
I've totally been lacking on the video part of my deal to you guys, and I apologize for that. So I come bearing gifts...:) erm...3 videos this time instead of 1. I hope you enjoy them. I promise to update this more often and I promise that I will upload my new video soon
"Rosary Vendetta" - OTH Cast
"Lens Flare" - OTH movie trailer (fan made)
"You Found Me" - OTH Cast
Enjoy!
~A
"Rosary Vendetta" - OTH Cast
"Lens Flare" - OTH movie trailer (fan made)
"You Found Me" - OTH Cast
Enjoy!
~A
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Portraits...
Ok so I decided to finally put up some of my drawings....and these ones are Smallville Related portraits. I hope you like.
P.S. Sorry for the quality...my phone doesn't exactly do justice for picture taking
Tom Welling (Clark Kent)
Kristin Kreuk Lana Lang)
Michael Rosenbaum (Lex Luthor)
P.S. Sorry for the quality...my phone doesn't exactly do justice for picture taking
Tom Welling (Clark Kent)
Kristin Kreuk Lana Lang)
Michael Rosenbaum (Lex Luthor)
Sunday, April 12, 2009
First Vlog
Alrighty...so Portia and I hung out this past Friday...and thus, we created a vlog. Which is my first one :) So I hope you enjoy. And yes...I didn't edit this.
PT. 1
PT. 2
~A
PT. 1
PT. 2
~A
Friday, April 10, 2009
Lucas/Peyton - "I'd come for you"
So YT was stupid again...so I had to upload it to BAM video
Find more videos like this on BAM Vid Vault
~ Amber
Find more videos like this on BAM Vid Vault
~ Amber
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